When I decided to write the blog, I knew that I wanted to tell you how things were going, not in complete detail (believe me, you do NOT want to know all the details!! LOL!) but I vowed to myself I would "keep it real." Starting Friday I have felt like complete and utter....well CRAP. No other way to describe it. The chemo really got to me and I felt the effects. I saw the look in Mike and my mom's eyes when they looked at me and I knew I looked as bad as I felt. You could tell they were shocked by my appearance. I do now look like a cancer patient....whatever in anyone's mind that might look like....but in my mind I am the perfect stereotype of what I think they look like. But DO NOT feel sorry for me....I would hate that. In my mind....this poison is WORKING!!! That keeps me going. It's zapping me while it's zapping the cancer. So keep emailing, texting, calling, facebooking, mailing cards. I love to read everything everyone writes.
On a more fun note....Kristi Myers and I were named the Honorary Co-chairs of the Hardin County Relay for Life on June 1st. What an honor for the both of us. We get to give speeches...wow, I'm really gonna hate that! HA!
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