Ok.... to say that I haven't been overwhelmed in the last couple weeks, even the last few days....is an understatement. I have been a crazy woman!! I have had some melt downs, some pity parties, some snapping at my hubby. I am just not sure what to think somedays. I received my perscriptions from the pharmacist Donna and as she was explaining ALL the drugs to keep track of and what their functions are....I burst into tears. I felt bad for her as it was completely out of the blue. Even I was surprised. My friend Stacy happened to come in to pick up her perscription too, which was so random...since basically she's seen me cry several times. Needless to say, I did lose it that day, but in my defense, I blame it on lack of sleep since I had been up since 3:30am to take Palmer to the airport to go see his dad. But I guess I have to learn to forgive myself, cuz I am going to have those days and hopefully if I snap at anyone and hurt their feelings I can blame on it an out of body experience due to stress and chemo. Today I go to chemo class....maybe they will help me deal with my anxiety. If not, there is a pill they gave me for that!! Ha!
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