INSOMINA!!!!

Insomnia.....Not the song, it's my nighttime routine the past few nights.  How frustrating.  First I go from Hibernation to Insomina.....how does that work? Well I will tell you my theory......My body was in gross overload hibernation last week and slept and gathered all that body fat and energy (and boy could you see it around my spare tire section!!)  Now that my body has reached its peak of rest, it likes to sit there at night and feed off all the fat and blubber that has accumulated and boy does it get energy from that!  Unfortunately my body wants to stay up so it makes my mind go in all different directions.  So I don't sleep.  That is my reasoning for it, but as you can see I am a nut job right now and have medical insanity.  So don't read too much into that.  The night before last I was imagining my chemo as little guys with Magic Erasers and bleach cleaning all the cells inside my body.  It hurts like hell to have your skin on the outside of your body scrubbed with Magic Erasers and bleach so that is why the chemo is a bitch to your insides!!!  Remember, I am a lunatic right now though.....stupid cancer.