10 years ago to this day, Palmer started walking for the first time. In 2 days he will be 11....where has the time gone? I find myself looking forward to the Superbowl this year, mainly because everyone else will be laying around with me and I won't feel so bad! I especially enjoy all the commercials. Some are hilarious, and some I think I could do a better job of writing. Anyway, I can tell I am getting restlessly bored some days as I find that Geiko commercial with the gekko line dancing to be absolutely haliarious. For shame I know!!
Today will also be the first day that I take the dressings off my battle wounds and leave them off. One of my nurses told me I needed to stand in front of the mirror and take a good look at myself so that I could recover....she said that not only is this a physically difficult time, it's also an emotionally difficult time. And I was like, Honey...that is what Zoloft is for!! But seriously I have looked at myself and it's really not as bad as I thought it was going to be, so I am ok with that. I have such a cute new perky left breast, I can't wait to see what the other one will look like. I REALLY have to lose some weight now cuz I will look like a pear with my new small breasts and big wide mamma butt and tummy.......ishhhhhhh!
I am also going to put the special bra they gave me on today for the first time. I shudder to think of having anything on my wounds right now (I know TMI Laurie!!) but I have to get use to wearing it. Maybe it will even make them feel better. I guess the better they feel, it's one step closer to hugging my kids and my husband.
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